Assalamualaikum....
Fuh! Berhabuk blog aku. Lama betul aku tak update. Hehe..
Kenapa skema sangat ayat aku?
Biasa la.. Aku kan skema.. hehe.. (Actually, ada reason lain..)
Ok, entry kali ni, aku nak buat luahan perasaan. (Padahal, selalu je aku buat!)
Tetapi, kali ini English version! Hehe..
So.......... Here is the story.
Actually I hate to deny it that, I’m not in love with my ex-girlfriend anymore.
I had tried very hard to forget about her. Telling others that I have forgot about her!
But still, she always inside my head. Why?
Because, sometimes, anything or some things that reminds me about her,
makes me remember the moment when I’m with her.
The happy moment. That’s why!
Even though she irritates me, but she makes me happy more than she irritates me.
And actually, I think, I’m the one who irritates her more.
That’s why she left me for another guy.
I know that I’m not suitable for you (my ex)!
I understand that.
Plus, my family also don’t like her much!
My friends and my cousins go the same way.
I don’t know why!
Please guys, don’t just blame at her. It’s also my fault. Not only her.
I had tried to find another girl to fill up the emptiness in my heart.
But I don’t meet the one I want. If I meet so, it’s not a true feeling yet. I think.
I know it makes me looks like I’m really desperate right guys?
But now, I want to stop looking. I want to close up my heart for a while.
No more searching! It’s really tiring you know?
So, I’ll just wait for someone to come and confess to me. (bajet hot!)
Then maybe, I will open up my heart back but maybe not. It depends on the time!
Time for me to accept someone new and to know each other well.
For your information, I’m not looking for a girlfriend, but a wife!
Because I’m not a player or Casanova like other guys out there.
Once you’re with me, it means forever with me!